I am strangely excited about the questions for this week’s TMI Tuesday and it will soon become apparent why…
1. Have you had major surgery? What type?
I’ve had two major operations, both on my stomach. The first operation was a hysterectomy and this happened at a rather young age. Before the hysterectomy I had gained quite some weight because of hormone treatments, and in the years after the operation I lost a huge amount of that weight. So much so that loose skin hung over the scar on my belly, just above my pubic area. It was so ugly and when I had an opportunity to have it corrected, I went for it. So, the second big operation was a so-called ‘tummy tuck’ which left me with a HUGE scar on my tummy. The tummy tuck happened about three years after the hysterectomy.
2. Have you died and been resuscitated?
3. Do you have surgery scar(s) that embarrass you? Where?
As said, I have a huge scar on my tummy. For many years, I have been quite ashamed about it, but in the last years I have grown to accept the scar as part of me. Still, when we meet new people and I know I am going to be naked in front of them, I have those moments in which I feel nervous. I don’t want to ‘scare people off’ and I definitely don’t want to notice any disapproving glances, as that would take away all my self-confidence.
4. Do you have a scar, on your body, of which you are proud?
I have a lot of other scars, except for the two I have mentioned. I have stretch marks from my pregnancies, and where I cannot say that I am especially proud of them, I know where they come from and know they are part of my history. I have accepted them as part of me.
5. Have you ever played doctor and nurse as foreplay for sex? Which were you–doctor or nurse?
No, I have never done this, but I have definitely fantasized about it. In my fantasizing, I was never doctor or nurse, but patient.
Bonus: Do you like bdsm medical play? What about that excites you?
I do like medical play, but whether what we do whould be classified under bdsm play, I don’t know. The only ‘medical play’ we do is that we sometimes use a speculum. As the speculum is opened, there’s a mixture of pain and pleasure running through my loins. The feeling of being opened up, and wanting to be opened up just a bit more is overwhelming, as well as my orgasm that always follows. Opened by a speculum and then having my clitoris licked or frigged… oh man! Glorious!
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